Zac, 21, Filipino/African-American by Levi Norwood

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I've always known I was mixed. My family and I fly down to Hawaii every few summers to see my moms Filipino side of the family. And growing up in Pennsylvania and the DMV (DC, Maryland, Virginia), we would drive down every few weeks to see my dads side on the east coast. From those experiences, it was apparent at a very early age that I'm a couple different things and I've always embraced that. I love being black. I love being Filipino. I don't value one over the other, because both are important in understanding who I am.

One of my funniest memories where being part Filipino may have come into play, is when some of my friends, all black, would come sleepover at my house in high school. Now most of the time friends come over, you shut yourselves off from your family and just sit up playing video games or something. On this particular occasion, my mom had the karaoke machine out. It may be one of the most accurate stereotypes ever created that Pinoys love singing along to their favorite jams. So instead of rolling my eyes and ignoring her, my friends and I hopped in and sang with my family all night. It was hilarious and the only times I laughed harder is every time I get someone to try Spam.

(Spam is amazing, I've never made it for anyone who did not love it.)

Ann, 20, Japanese/German by Levi Norwood

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Both of my parents grew up in very conservative families. My father grew up in a German dominating city in Texas and my mother grew up in Japan. They both ended up being the wildcards of the family, which speaks volumes into the type of person I am today. I went to a primarily black high school, but it was just barely so. Everyone got along extremely well and race hardly ever played a role in my relationships growing up.

If being multiracial has had any impact on my life it is learning to be open minded. Staying woke to the fact that there is not necessarily a right or wrong way of thinking, there are just different ways of getting to the same place. I have seen the way people speak to my mother, slowed down and more articulate like she doesn't understand what they are saying. Little do they know she has her college degree in English and probably has better grammar than them. But she always told us not to let others cultural ignorance offend us, they just didn't grow up knowing better. 

I am fully accepting of both my races, even though being white is not of popular demand right now. I can't tell you how many times people have said to me, "I don't even think of you as a white person," or, "there is no way you are white." Then there is the counter statement, "You don't really act like an Asian person," or "the only thing Asian about you are your grades." The best statement I get from people, in terms of my race is, "You are just... Ann." Comments like that do not bother me because I've never felt like I need my race to define who I am or who I am not; my actions should define who I am and how others think about me. 

People usually prefer to highlight that I am Asian, because it's the "popular race" to be right now. Everyone is all about green tea flavored everything and Asian styled tapestries. However, it wasn't always like this, people used to make fun of us little Asian girls because we has this reputation of being nerdy and skinny and awkward and no one wanted us; but now, pop cultural has made being with a "foreign girl" cool and interesting.  My cousins are Iraqi, one of my brothers-in-law is black, the other was adopted into a Lebanese family, so integration was something I grew up believing to be normal. When someone is interested in pursuing me because I am Asian, it comes off as them being very ignorant. There is a soul that is colorless inside the yellow skin people seem to be so infatuated with right now. That is what people should be interested in getting to know. 

I love being Japanese, my white father loves that we are Japanese. I love having German descent; my mother loves that we are American, even though she is not. But most of all we love each other because of the people we have developed into, regardless of our race. Our home is overwhelmingly both Western and Asian. We have a chicken coop out back and wood finished counters, but also a Japanese garden and traditional tea room. So I fully embrace being both white and Asian. 

When I was in first grade I felt like a normal kid, but it was quite obvious that I did not look like everyone else. I was the only student in my grade that was of Asian descent. People would always ask me, "what are you?" And since I was born with an attitude I would generally respond, "A human." But I knew what they meant, the other kids wanted to know why I didn't look like them and why my mom would pack my lunch in a bento box with chopsticks, rather than a peanut butter sandwich and chips from time to time. I remember wishing that I had hazel eyes and freckles like the other girls in my class, there were often times that I wouldn't believe I was the strange looking girl looking back at me in the mirror. But that thought process changed quickly with the ethnic integration that came not soon after, it can just be hard when you are that young and people point out how much you don't fit in. 

Teia, 24, African-American/Dominican/Colombian by Levi Norwood

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Being biracial is not something that I am constantly conscious of until it's brought to my attention. I grew up with my black mom, so I identify as an African American woman. For me, it is easier to lean toward one or the other. Sometimes I felt not “black enough” for one group but I don’t speak Spanish so at times felt not “Hispanic enough” for the other. So growing up I wasn’t exactly sure until I got older where I identified.  Now, I identify as a black woman but if you ask me specifically, I will proudly say that I am biracial (African-American/Dominican/Colombian). More than anything it (being biracial) has given me the opportunity to learn more about people and where they come from, both geographically and mentally.

My birth certificate actually doesn’t have a race on it because my parents couldn’t decide what to put. Living in Texas and not being Mexican was a big deal to my dad’s family. So he wanted my certificate to say Black, Dominican, and Colombian. But the nurses complained that they didn’t have time or space to put all of that down.

I just kind of knew growing up that I was biracial. When I was growing up, my grandma was adamant I knew that I was not just black but also Hispanic. Being Hispanic has definitely affected different parts of my life, for example, I prefer a lot of Caribbean Spanish food versus enchiladas and the typical stuff here in Texas.

For me, being biracial has made it easier for me to be more accepting and understanding of people. I can be more open to people of different ethnicities and backgrounds. Most people assume "mixed race" means you are black and white, and its so much more complex than that. There aren’t many stories, movies, or anything for people who aren't that traditional mix. Being mixed doesn't even mean that you have to have black in you at all, which is another misconception.

It has always been easier for me to identify as black because of my skin tone. And even though I identify as a black woman, I love being biracial. I love having all of this cultural and heritage in my blood.

Jordan, 31, Filipino/African-American by Levi Norwood

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I think I realized I was mixed pretty early on. Though, my skin is dark and I probably look more 'black' than anything else, I was born in Honolulu, Hawaii, amongst my, mostly, Filipino side of our family. My mom is half Filipina and half Black, while my dad is 100% Black. I can remember in my teenage years when I was in an interracial relationship with a caucasian girl. One of my female, African American classmates asked me why I did't want to date someone that looked like my mom--as if my mom would be offended by me bringing home someone that wasn't black. My classmate, obviously, didn't realize I was part black and part Filipino, nor had she ever seen my black and Filipina mother before. Basically, any relationship I could find myself in would be interracial--which is fine by me. 

I feel that I identify with being both black and Filipino. My outward appearance, unlike some of my siblings, leans toward African American rather than Asian, so I suppose that internal identification could be ever so slightly stronger. As I think about it, I may even over compensate for that by making sure that I am fitting at least some of the traditional Asian American stereotypes (fluent with a pair of chopstick).

Now that I am father to two mixed race kids and husband to a caucasian woman--all of whom I love dearly--I feel that there is some onus on me to make sure everyone in the house knows that there could be some biases and stereotypes to come. I have found myself educating my wife on some things that I assumed she knew and vice versa. Two years into our marriage and parenthood, it has been a learning experience already and I'm sure there will be more and more experience to move the learning curve in our favor as time goes on. 

Alexis, 21, Vietnamese/African-American by Levi Norwood

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Do you have any stories regarding your dual-heritage that have influenced your life? 

I have a lot of love for both sides of my cultural heritage. I wrote my application essay to Yale about being a mix of two cultures and races, and how that would always be a very stable element of my identity. The essay helped me nail down an interview with my dream school, so that’s definitely positive.

On the negative side, I grew up in a predominately white city and I feel like that had a lot of negative impacts on the way I viewed myself, especially physically. I thought white girls were the epitome of beauty and always wondered why the boys I preferred didn’t prefer me. I’ve definitely grown out of that and started to realize that beauty is not only in the eye of the beholder, but also in diversity.

Is there a race that you identify with more than others?

I identify with both of my races equally. I feel like with all of the social movements that have been going on lately, I’ve been really vocal about my blackness, but I’m an Asian food connoisseur and I’m always reflecting on some of the Vietnamese traditions I learned about growing up.

I feel that it’s really important for me to identify with both races, otherwise people will try to disregard one. In high school, a lot of people felt like it was essential to split my cultural identity into two exclusive spheres and put me into whichever one fit the situation. Whenever I’d get the highest grade on an exam, everyone would attribute that to my “Asian side”, as if blackness and intelligence weren’t compatible. When I made varsity tennis, it was attributed to my black side. To be fair, my dad was a college tennis player and probably contributed to it, but my mom has also run a few half-marathons in the past.

When did you realize you were multiracial?

I realized I was mixed at a really young age. My dad was really insistent that my sister and I address ourselves as bi-racial, rather than mixed, but he never really revealed the logic behind that one. I remember being really competent about being bi-racial in sixth grade and adamantly explaining to all my classmates that my mom was in fact my “real mom” even though we weren’t the “same color.”

Whose I Am is More Important than Who I Am by Levi Norwood

Photo by NorwoodFotoLLC

Levi, Filipino/African-American

“You’re the whitest black kid I know.”

“Wow, You’re so articulate.”

No two comments anger me more. They may be well-intended statements, but what they imply is that the color of my skin has something to do with how smart I am, how well I speak, or how I present myself.

“You’re not even black.”

Now this is an interesting one, because well, I’m not “just” black. If someone were to ask me about my heritage, I would say that I am African American and Filipino. I identify as both because I am both and embrace both. 

Growing up in places where I was often the only or one of the few “black” kids around, this statement was often used in conjunction with the “whitest black kid” because I didn’t act like the black people my peers saw on TV. But when we got outside for recess and picked teams for basketball or football, I’d be picked first, to hear the other team complain, “No fair, they got the only black guy.” So when I was fulfilling their stereotypes I was black, but when the stereotype was broken I was the “whitest black kid.”

The funny thing is, I’d get the same statement from black kids. I remember going to AAU basketball tournaments and hearing that I was “not even black” or that I was soft because I am light-skinned. How do either correlate to basketball? Well…they don’t.

Situations like this made it easy for me wonder where I fit in and, at times, I still wonder to this day. I don’t like to say that I have identity issues because I believe that Whose I Am is much more important than Who I Am. I know that my parents were brought together and that my siblings and I were born because God has an amazing plan for each one of us. Part of His plan for me involves my mixed heritage and supporting those who may be going through similar situations.

Voices of Others by Levi Norwood

The Stories and Faces of Being Multiracial

“You’re not black enough”

“Wow, you’re so Asian.”

“Oh yeah but you’re not even really black.”

“Wait… what are you?”

All my life I have been on the receiving end of questions and statements like these. And I know that I’m not the only one. Over the past few years, there have been two things that have intrigued me more than anything: photography and mixed-race identity. I’ve decided to combine these factors along with my degree in journalism to create this photojournalism project, Voices of Others.

If you’ve ever taken a standardized test or filled out an application, you’ve noticed a section to identify your race. Oftentimes, you can only choose one. Which one do you choose to identify with? Do you leave this section blank? Or, if its available, choose the “other” option? This project will focus on those people, the “Others”, who may identify with just one race or multiple. Their stories are too often overlooked despite their importance.


In 2009, I was working a high school basketball camp. At the end of one of the days, a mother, she was Caucasian, approached me and one of my best friends, who is also multiracial. She asked us for help with her son. The conversation we had crushed me.

She explained to us that there had been multiple times where she had caught her son, who is half African American, using bleach to scrub his skin. His mother explained to me that he was well liked throughout the school, but he still felt that he didn’t fit in. The school and town we were in was predominantly white and had very few students who were of multiple races. The mom, being white, didn’t know how to help so reached out to us to talk to her son.

Being sixteen, I didn’t know exactly what to tell him except that I too, was going through the same thing. The advice we gave him was advice I eventually took myself. We told him three things: One, we understood what he was going through. Two, he was loved independently of his skin color. Three, embrace being multiracial, it is unique and though it doesn’t define you, it is still part of who you are.